Definition.
Who are they to judge whether or not a person is in love.
Love is indescribable and knows absolutely no bound.
It can be as dangerous as swimming in a piranha infested pond.
But can be as calm as the sea with no sound.
To some love is just a game.
To others it is a lifelong dream.
And to many it’s just a word that leads to heartbreaks.
However you define it, it is your own definition or so it seem.
Society can tell you you’re too young, old, stupid, etc…
But it’s their insecurities of never loving that’s speaking.
They examine you and find that one doubt in your “love”.
Then goes for the kill and start critiquing.
My definition of love is the love story I’m in today.
The same love story I’ve written about long ago.
The one that I’ve been continuing no matter what.
As my love continues to grow.
Love to me is being with someone you really care about.
To have that feeling of jealousy.
The feeling of never wanting to lose them.
The feelings of love that’s in me.
You may tell me that “Love is never jealous.”
And I will tell you one thing.
You are not me and you will never know my definition.
For only she knows what makes me feels like a king.
When I look into her beautiful brown eyes.
I see my future.
When I hold her hands ever so tightly.
The way it fits perfectly makes me so sure.
Since the first time I kissed her.
To the last time we met.
I’ve fallen in love deeper and deeper.
Heart beating faster as I get covered in sweat.
I don’t care what anyone says.
I love her more than life itself.
And even though it’s been said before.
I know for sure from that bullet feeling from my chest.
Everyday our love grows stronger.
Every time we see each other
Our hearts join as one.
And the limit is pushed even further.
I love you Babyboo and I hope you remember that.
Through all the fights we’ve been through.
Through all our bad times.
Just know that my love for you is always true.
Iloveyou<3
-Copyright(me)
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Well like yesterday I felt sick. I woke up sick and I slept a lot today and still feel sick. My head hurts and feels like it’s going to explode and my neck feels so achy. I don’t take medication for these kinds of things because I usually just wait it out. I believe that the doctors I see don’t really care whether or not if I get better haha. I don’t know I guess I’m just crazy. Well I feel a little bit better now that it’s cooled down. What made me feel the best is the way I just woke up and I see my Babyboo’s face. It was nice, but she left so early and only came over for the Guitar Hero set that she lent me a long time ago. It’s alright as long as I got to see her. I thought it was a dream, but it turned out to be real. What also made me happy today was the fact that her saying that she’s coming over on Thursday and Friday made me extremely happy because I didn’t think I would be able to see her for two weeks or so and it turns out to be a lot earlier. Yay! haha. After she left I slept for a while more until my head started hurting so much due to the heat. I decided to just go out for a bike ride and saw my friends Lavon and Rico and just went with them to Tim’s out and got John. We stayed there for a while messing with Tim and John and we just chilled going back. Me and Rico left to where we lived and Lavon and John went their ways. We were talking about futures and whatnot. hopefully Rico knows what he’s doing. I got home and of course like always my Babyboo’s worried (God Bless her worried soul haha). I understand why she’s always worried but yeah. I wouldn’t trade her for anything in the universe and that’s for sure. Anyway that’s it for today. I’m downloading FlyFF and that’s why I’m staying up haha.
Night All.
Word of the Year!
Kelly(CowGirl), noun/adj
a disfigured person or thing known to BS; a big-foot like creature. (no offence to bigfoot)
Syn: Atrocious, hideous, alarming
Atn: Beautiful, calming, truthful
Gah I think I’m sick.
Ever since I went to the gym yesterday, I felt sick. I’ve felt this before a long time ago in zero period where I was so tired I was literally running with no sight (meaning I blacked out but still ran). I fainted back then and some people tried to help me and I was fine until I got home. I felt sick and everything just hurts especially my head. Same thing yesterday except instead of continuing, I stopped, but now I still feel kind of crappy. I just needed more food I guess. I thought sleeping it off like always will help, but my neck and head still hurts like a beezy. I might have major brainfarts today so sorry for not writing so much.
About Me
Hi my name's Tommy AKA Cheeseboy, Echiboo, or just Tommy. Currently residing in the Bay Area of California. Still surviving Yerba Buena High School Senior year at age 17. Bring balloons on December 12 cause that's the most important date of the year haha. I'm currently and happily TAKEN by a beautiful princess named..Princess...I know haha..She's a Filipina..MY FILIPINA! Our love story first started on June 11th of 2008 and our eyes first met on WWW(April 25th). I love her so very much and don't know what I would do if I lose her. I'd definitely go crazy though haha. Well I'm a random person who loves to explore and have adventures even if it's alone. I just found a new passion and that's ranting. I rant a lot but usually to myself. Now I found a website where others can read my rants and hopefully like them. I'm not the best, but at least I'm finally getting things out huh. Don't judge my music and don't judge me. I probably won't care. I can be immature with my boys and mature at the same time. I can type like I'm a dork and yet act like I'm the most stupidest person in the world. I'm me and wouldn't trade myself for anyone else in the world. My life is perfect. I'm just another kid living life.Peace.
